May 25, 2011

NO BUT SERIOUSLY

sometimes i wake up, look around, stop for a second - and suddenly realize that i'm 22, semi-employed at best, not nearly as talented or accomplished as a lot of my friends...or worst of all: that i might never get any of the things i've spent years working towards, done. or worse, that i'll fuck them up. cause i've wasted a lot of time, and regret a lot of my past...and worry about doing the same 10, 20, 30 (!?) years from now. (which is a total fucking waste of time, btw)

i dunno...i guess i just always assumed i'd be smarter, happier, and definitely way more successful by now. or at least better at the things i do...or doing more things, period.

i guess thats just one of those things i forgot to do. i'm always forgetting shit, it's kinda retarded.

but from now on it's #1 on the to-do list. the one i haven't started. yet.

...ah fuck it, i'll do it tomorrow.  

INSPIRATIONAL RAINBOWY UNICORNS!
whoa, but now that i think of it, by spacing out my sentences 
                              like this


i can make anything
                                      look
                                                 like
                                                 really, really shitty poetry.


                                                                                ...like seriously the shittiest poetry ever.


i thought writing this would be really emotional, but

i hit the 'enter' key by accident and
                                                                            (now this is happening)


                                      its so rad,
when the glass really does end up half full
                                     and suddenly you're all like: 

  "...hey people that write poems




                                                     are the shittiest people on earth...

  so, yo, like, seriously :
             fuck poems 
                                        'n shit,                        

 cause they totally, like,
             (suck balls)
                   
                           




                                                                                 or whatever..."